I am very stupid

So.
True Confessions!
When I was younger, and more creative, and more innocent, and dumber... I was also stupid-in-love with an older man. He'd throw me some crumbs every once in a while, one of which was letting me listen to a tape of his high school band. I made a copy of that tape over a copy of my guitar demo tape. At the time, this seemed like a great idea. Poetic, or something.
HOW STUPID AM I?
Why is this such a big deal? Surely I still have more than one copy of the tapes I labored for hours over and poured my little soul into, right, not just the one I copied over?
No.
No, I do not, apparently. All gone, bye-bye!
Everyone, art means as much as love, even if the art kind of sucks. Don't be an idiot and erase it for no reason.
All that's left was these three songs from the B side, which I think may have been bad takes, and some of the best are missing. They all sound the same.
I QUIT. Burn the field, salt the earth.
ENJOY!

Landlock Surf

White Trash Blues

The Last Song